Topsie

by Heather M
(NewKensington PA)

At Rest June 7th 2018

Oh my baby boy you were far too young to be taken from me.I have had to make the most painful but the most absolute test of love twice before you...but with you it was so different,it wasn't a condition caused by age,it was cancer.But the loss of you,made me make a decision I couldn't make on my own, to possibly save me from the same fate.
Even though I was told I didn't cause your cancer,from second hand smoke,I still hold the guilt in my heart.So I want to thank you my dear Topsie,for making our home smoke free for your older brother Jasper and younger sister Peaches.
I will always miss your true companionship you showed me for 8 wonderful years, that almost non existent meow of yours,the way you would always greet me at the door when I arrived home,the way you would "plop" down on my lap,the way you would use whatever body part of mine that was available as your personal pillow,the way you would growl while playing...but most of all I will miss you being you....My baby boy Topsie
You have to know,if my love could have saved you ,you would have lived forever...until we meet again your paw prints will forever be on my heart.

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